I'm tired of pretending what to do. It's how i feel about you that has made me chose this hard way. When you insist that there shouldn't be anything between us, i cry, and cry, till i couldn't cry anymore. You never know how much it hurts to hear the word "hate" from you. The pain that i feel is nothing more inside. You left me all alone. I'm shattered to pieces. I only need you. But not now, no more. 2010 will be a better year for me. It's time to face reality and i hope you'll fade away from my heart.

Labels: uncertain way.

Hello "animals"! Okay, i have soo many things to say but damn, i forgot them. Well, i'm back to the THE CLICK FIVE drug and BSB drug! Oooh, i love Nick Carter! :) He's soo HOT! Not forgetting, Justin Bieber, lol. I watched all of BSB's videos yesterday and i was smiling like a crazy person when i saw Nick. Ughhh.. Why must i be boy-crazy? Wtv, haha. Anyway, i bought a new phone and a new pair of earrings to start of the new year! 2010!!! Time flies so freaking fast. Yeah, that's life.


Alot of things have happen and 2009 has not been a great year for me. If i could wish for one thing, i would wish that i will never have to go through any operation. But all this are God's secret and only He knows. We, as human beings, just have to shut up and accept them with sincerity. So, i have not been talking to two people. Brad and Diego )': I think i should spent more time on twitter.


Goodbye :)

Labels: a chance.

I'm sorry. I know i've not been updating for ages but i'm still recovering. Anyway, i still want to thank some of you who have been praying for me and sending me get well messages. You guys don't know how much it means to me to see all of your concern and care. Okay, what's new? Justin Bieber? Yeah, definitely right! Haha, lol! Twitter, myspace, facebook and youtube have been a great help for me to keep track of Mr. Bieber's schedule and concerts all around the world. Imma huge fan! More than huge! More than Bigger! Lol! Oh wait. Have you all grab Justin Bieber's MY WORLD? I need all of you to grab it NOW! It's available everywhere! Go and get it! And, BIEBERBLAST it to #1 on ITUNES! It'll be THE BIEBER FANS christmas present to him! Lol, hehe! Anybody needs more updates about teen hearthrob, Justin Bieber? Ask all the BELIEBERS! I'm sure some humans are not a fan of Justin Bieber, so i'll shut up now but don't EVER insult that hubby of mine. Cos you'll pay a very, very heavy price! What should i talk about now? My house is full of noise man. The television, my brother's friends' laughter and my two little sisters shouting here and there. Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. HAHAHAHAHA! I'm tired, pffft. I will update more tomorrow okay, and if i don't, i'll be on twitter - @veillabanana & @BelieberFreaks! Oops, forgot to tell you BELIEBERS out there that Justin Bieber and Cody Simpson are following @BelieberFreaks! Yay! Follow me guys, and i'll be happy to follow back. I think i should go. HAHAHA! Nyte bloggers and Justin Bieber, if you ever see my blog, i just want you to know that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! <3

Labels: The way you made me smile.