[V] People don't see the real me. They aren't even willing to try to take out the real "me" out of me. What matters most is I am still me.


Hello humans. Exams are over. However, I didn't take Literature, Geography and Math exams. On Thursday morning, I had this excruciating pain in my abdomen. My parents brought me to KKH and i was put under observation since this "attack" had been going on for quite a while. They gave me this glucose drink, i think. It tasted weird but nice, haha. Okay, after that i still felt the pain and at last, i was admitted.


After all the chit-chat with the doctors, i had to go for a blood test and an ultrasound which i had never been to. The ultrasound took around 1.5 hours. I was brought back to my ward which was actually baby's ward. Nyaha. In the afternoon, this Phillipines doctor talked to my parents about something. And soon, I found out that I had cyst on my left ovary. Tears was rolling down my cheek. I felt - insecure and terribly sad.


I did the operation immediately. Halfway the surgery and when i was in Lalaland, the surgeons found another cyst on my right ovary. They went to tell my mother about it and asked her if they can remove the cyst on my right ovary. My mum was afraid and almost wanted to cry. In addition, the surgeons said that i stopped breathing for 4 times. Mummy didn't want me to go through another operation, so she asked them to go ahead.


Finally, i was discharged on Sunday. Yay! Im feeling okay now but still in the process of recovery. I hope friends and family pray for me to get well. I will try to update often. Those who ask me to link you, i will link you guys soon. The cyst has been sent to the lab to see if it is cancerous. Off to rest now. Bye!


P.S (Please buy ONE TIME and ONE LESS LONELY GIRL on Itunes! Love you, Justin!)


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Sometimes you really can't listen to what people say. You gotta listen to the inside. Some nonsense can't be tolerated. Some bullies can't be ticked off. Some friends have to part. Some love can't be force. I just want people to know how bad it hurts when something that you care, love or put your effort into doesn't turn out right or perfect.

Labels: free from you, free to fly.