My mind is totally in a blank. Like seriously. Okay, anyway I'm sick. My nose is like a running tap, pfft. Currently listening to "Party In The USA" by Miley Cyrus. Strange right? Hah, i know. Twitter-ed just now and will be faceboo-ing soon. People, I'll link you really soon. I'm just too tired to do all these stuffs and I'm still in the process of recovering, but I'm much better - thanks to all of your wishes and prayers. I can't think of anything now except my brain is calling to me to play "LOVE ME" by Justin Bieber. Aha, I think I'm soo crazy and obsessed. I have 44 pictures of him and the collection is still going on. Shamhana really got me on the hook. Btw, 2010 will be coming soon. I'm excited but along with that, I feel nervous and scared too. It's not any personal reasons but yeah, sec2 is a little "spine chilling" for me. I don't even know why, exactly. Allrighty, gotta go. It's lunchtime. Before that, people, you have to support JUSTIN BIEBER okay! He's like super awesome and talented. Buy his songs on ITUNES and I promise you that you will not regret. Goodbye humans!(:

Labels: Round and round we go.

What if sometimes what you need most is
for someone to love you? But it seems like you cannot find him/her.
Why do some people think differently about
us, humans? Wishing that time will stop and everything will be
back to normal and like those happy days.
When will this end? Why must me try as best
as we can? All these things are happening in our daily life.
Hepl me through all this, God.

Labels: that drastic change.

[V] People don't see the real me. They aren't even willing to try to take out the real "me" out of me. What matters most is I am still me.


Hello humans. Exams are over. However, I didn't take Literature, Geography and Math exams. On Thursday morning, I had this excruciating pain in my abdomen. My parents brought me to KKH and i was put under observation since this "attack" had been going on for quite a while. They gave me this glucose drink, i think. It tasted weird but nice, haha. Okay, after that i still felt the pain and at last, i was admitted.


After all the chit-chat with the doctors, i had to go for a blood test and an ultrasound which i had never been to. The ultrasound took around 1.5 hours. I was brought back to my ward which was actually baby's ward. Nyaha. In the afternoon, this Phillipines doctor talked to my parents about something. And soon, I found out that I had cyst on my left ovary. Tears was rolling down my cheek. I felt - insecure and terribly sad.


I did the operation immediately. Halfway the surgery and when i was in Lalaland, the surgeons found another cyst on my right ovary. They went to tell my mother about it and asked her if they can remove the cyst on my right ovary. My mum was afraid and almost wanted to cry. In addition, the surgeons said that i stopped breathing for 4 times. Mummy didn't want me to go through another operation, so she asked them to go ahead.


Finally, i was discharged on Sunday. Yay! Im feeling okay now but still in the process of recovery. I hope friends and family pray for me to get well. I will try to update often. Those who ask me to link you, i will link you guys soon. The cyst has been sent to the lab to see if it is cancerous. Off to rest now. Bye!


P.S (Please buy ONE TIME and ONE LESS LONELY GIRL on Itunes! Love you, Justin!)


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Sometimes you really can't listen to what people say. You gotta listen to the inside. Some nonsense can't be tolerated. Some bullies can't be ticked off. Some friends have to part. Some love can't be force. I just want people to know how bad it hurts when something that you care, love or put your effort into doesn't turn out right or perfect.

Labels: free from you, free to fly.