Yo ! Haha , I am really happy/proud for Justin for giving his CRAZY fans , like me , all his efforts in building up and getting more adapted to the popular demand "level" . I seriously don't know what I'm talking about . I seriously want to go and watch "FAME" but exams are getting nearer .


I'm utterly nervous and chills go down my spine everytime the word "exam" is being heard or spoken . Heh , aku memang kiasu siket . Till 9-20 October , no entries would be post .


To those taking their O's , N's and final year exam , I wish you all luck ! :)


P.S; I seriously love that guy above. Really talented and young. His song is literally addictive. Justin, you're so cute, boy! *grins*

Labels: I love you?

[V]Having freedom dosen't prove anything, you idiot.


Do you know whats worth fighting for
When its not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
Youre in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When youre at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesnt pass
Nothings ever built to last
Youre in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When its time to live and let die
And you cant get another try
Something inside this heart has died
Youre in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

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I miss you so much, friend ):

Labels: insensitive or abnormal?

I am finally blogging . Alhamdullilah (: Raya is still very kecoh . My family rocks like hell . Including my siblings money collection , we have around $300-$500 . Hah , yay -_______- Alrightee , HHF was fugging FUN lurh seyh .


The whole secondary one level danced to Nobody and Sorry Sorry . I think Charmyn's face was like OMFG ! Haha , cute :) Well basically , exams are in two weeks time and alot of revision needs to be done . COUNTDOWN !!! :D

Labels: something you're not sure of.

[V]Maybe sometimes this is what happen. Boys are not how I expected them to be. I don't deny that I've been hurt soo many times. I know how rebellious i can be but I know my limits. I'm not trying to anti-social or even, smypathetic but that's the way how "he" wants me to react. I've had ENUFF.

Labels: ain't giving up.

Cause I cant keep on,
feeling the way I do
I cant keep on,
Hiding my heart from you
I gotta say something before
Someone else comes through
I cant keep on
Loving you, from a distance


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Breaking fast at Swensens. Busy giler. Sorry for the lack of updates in the next few days. Lyrics above; Elliott Yamin- Can't keep on loving you from a distance. For crying out loud, this song is amazing and his lyrics made me realise something.

Labels: where do i start?

Shocking or terpranjat? My 4 year old sister can remember most of the songs sang by Michael Jackson. Aha, im proud of you sista! *grins* So, I'm suppose to follow adeq to go and buy his maths book but I'm soooo lazy. Gaah ~

Homeworks are completed, alhamdullillah (: Im only left with ART. Urgh, I so hate it. Bulls mannnn! Hahaha. Alrites, Hari Raya is coming pretty soon and Im getting all excited. I don't know how many pairs of baju kurung im having but i seriously hope that it's three. Heh, nak melawa katekan.

Anyway, the video above is a song by ESTK, Darling. I have no idea why some humans are going around crazy about this band. But, I think this band is unique. You'll see the reason why after watching this video.

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My mind is in a mess. Too many things are taking charge at the same time and same place. Studies is my top priority for now but I have this feeling that something worse is about to make me cry.

Labels: Reach out to me.

[V]Everyone's born equal .


Actually , my mind is in a total blank now . Well initially , there was supposed to be tuition but it was cancel due to some reason . Haha , baek ah . I guess today I'll just stay put at home and finish up my revisions or homework . Suprise much ? Me , doing homework ? Yeah , drastic change ! Aha . People change okay .

Anyway , i texted Shamhana yesternight and we chatted for a while . How i miss primary school clique ! -______- I swear primary school is very chaotic and fun although there are many strict teachers . *coughcough* I know who knows . Nyaha .

Okay , I think this post is alright . Hmm ... before i log out , I just wanna say thanks to ________ for calling me . Even if it was only 2 minutes , you made me feel happy . I'm sorry for being such an asshole . I love you alot girl .

Labels: Miss you now.

" :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D "
Thanks alot ehk gerl . Terime kaseh banyak for making me feel guilty . Or perhaps , i should say miserable . I know i might be irritating , a show-off , a girl who's so damn bloody stupid . Hence , i just want to ask you a basic question :






ARE YOU OR ARE YOU NOT MY BEST FRIEND ???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Ihateyoufuggingmanymanysiaa.

Labels: trap underneath that story .

[V] That moment of defying truth .


Well technically , I'm having giddiness again and a slight flu . Head to popular with Lyanneh yesterday and i seriously couldn't get up after sitting down . Ah , terrible migraine yesterday ! I slept for more than 6 hours excluding the time for breaking-fast . Gaah ~ I hate those things with the word ; ache . It always seems so awful and heart wrenching .


Omygod . My english is starting to be more complex(hahaha!) , Lyanneh knows i know . Hah , okay shut it . Anyway , lessons were perfectly fine today and E.P 3 periods were quite fun and very chaotic can . Secondary 1/5 was officially a super duper crazy class today and of course , every day . Hmm ... My mind is in a blank now and regardless of what , i am not able to type something that make sense .


Oh ya , my grades for CA2 wasn't that good nor bad . I passed everything but it was all extremely weak passes . Haiyo , i guess i won't be going out that much for the Sept hols . Shitbulls . Nevermind , I really need to buck up too . Hah , my grades kinda suck mannn ! I swear that i can do a whole lot better . Aku rase aku tak belajar btol2 seyh *muke selengeh*


In a short way , studying would be better for the coming hols . Allrighty , I'm gonna download more songs now . Bye! xD


The reason why i wanna be with you is because of you . In my eyes , you're perfect . The ultimate power for me to fell in love with you is how you would try to be honest with me . Think about me too , please ? It's very difficult for me to make any more decisions after what had happened between us .

Labels: Witnessing a miracle.

A brief summary about what happened the last two days;I didn't fast due to some reason that i don't wish to elaborate and i had an argument , well , so called "argument" . I shan't elaborate on that too but my emotions are unstable .


I feel like imma monster who hardly can't accept the fact that guys will never fall for me . Yeah , i can try forcing them but at the end of the day , big time . It's always me in the "gang" that always have to put up with some guys' nonsense .


If i stood up for friends , guys would blame me for their break-up . What a bullsit . I seriously hate guys and their attitude , no offence okay .


Wth lurh , kau pike aku niek mainan pe . Kalau kau nak aku jadi mataer kau , try your best and you better love me with your whole heart . I hate you so much till i don't trust guys anymore .

Labels: irresistably annoyed .