Since everyone is making me feel lyk ima big jerk , why dun i just leave em alone ? I guess i can't . My close friends , they say they lyk me cos i haf tis attitude of nt caring what other people say . But guys , im a normal human being wit feelings . And so , i noe tat im not strong . Enough . Face it , be disappointed then . Ohh , im ain't looking forward to the re-opening of skewl . Homeworks are nt completed yet . Freaks aren't my type . Atrocious behaviour uh .

Labels: make it mine .

Heylow ! :D

Im feeling really , really good that all my probs are fixed .
*big smile* But , hw are still not completed yet .
I still have two projects to be done .
God , im going crazy and haywired ! ):
In addition , my baby cousin is having a bithday party and i haf to help out .
God , gimme the strength please .
And and , HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , DADDY !
Well , i seriously have to go .
Bbyee ! (:

Labels: fixed, going crazy ., projects

Heylow Wellow !

Lyk which kind of biatch would blog early in the afternoon ?
Well yea . Tat wud be me . So , today's post wud be abit longer
Than usual . Deal with it , peeps . But hey , SS501's pictures will still be
Upload on my blog . And gosh , i miss Noelle , Nicole amd Kim .
I still remembered the time when almost half the Sec 1/5 girls send me home .
I appreciate it , guys . Love you babes forever . Wooo ~ ! (:


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I have never like you at all . Please don't accuse me of anything .
Settle ur probs first ayye . And i hate you .
I ain't gonna be a dumb girl to accept you back .
My life , my say .
Im gonna be a strong and independent girl .
Lyani , thnkyouu for giving me the motivation .
I love youh , gurlfwen ! :D


:: Im definitely excited for next week :) Asked daddy to buy for me
Ankle socks and he agreed . Asked mummy to buy for me shoes
And i seriously hope she wud say 'YES' although she asked me
Why i didn't bought it at Tangs Plaza . Gee :D
I love MUMMY and DADDY ! -___-




♥ SS501 ♥

They ain't hot . They're CUTE ! (:























P.S -- Lee Min Ho's effing HOT ! :DDD

Labels: retarded guy, Sec 1/5, SS501

Face the facts , you freak .






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Well soon , Im going to finish up my homework . Insyaallah , i can complete it before next week . Too bad , I can't go shopping anymore . Tdayy , me and Lyani went so haywired and hyperactivee because of Cotton On . There was a sale at Plaza Singapura . Gosh ! *wink* Totally love Cotton On . The dresses were nice and the skirts were cool ! (: Hah . But i was sad tat i didn't manage to buy the two cardigans . Maybe next week i shud ask mummy to buy for me shoes .
I didn't shop for shoes just now . Hee :D Im feeling ultra tired and I have to study Geography and History . Updates for tmrw : SS501's pictures ! (:


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Don't youu get the purpose of me not calling and avoiding youu ?
Ur a dumbass . I don't wanna have anitink to do with youu .
It's time to move on , jerk . I wanna have a better life .
Geddit ? So just leave me alone .
I'll live in P-E-A-C-E (:


♥ Loaaadds !
:D





P.S -- Heard ' Beacuse I'm Stupid 'by SS501 and ' One More Time ' by Tree Bicycle
At Far East . I was damn excited since i haven't hear those songs for a long
Time . Mostly hearing , V Factory and Big Bang :)

Labels: Big Bang, shopping ., SS501, Tree Bicycle, V Factory

Well , here I am . Blogging . Random isn't it ? Okayh then .
Just to tell you . I've made up my mind . Im not gonna choose any
Of the guys . Easier tat way . Both will get hurt and it ain't my
Fault . Guys , too bad . Go and find other girls who are much more
Prettier than me . Gahahaa . By the way , I just found out tat
Shamhana actually knows SS501 . OMG . Tats lyk totally cool ! (:
But hey . Im still Lee Min Ho's greatest fan ! Huhu !
Aww ! Yan called me syg . Hah . Lyk wth . But he was my very FIRST
Boifyy . Terribly sweet , tis boyy . Heh . Chatting wit hym now .
Ohh . Got to study later . My Geography and History textbks are waiting for
Me . And actually , im going shopping tmrw ! Yay ! Im seriously
Excited ! :) With Lyani , my coolest buddy of all . Im gonna buy my jumper .
Hees . Well , im really tired . Have to go then . Bbyee !

&& ♥ Loaaadds !
:D

Labels: rafeyan, shopping, SS501 ., studies

I dunno why lyf's so complicated nowadays . Why must i face tis dumb decision ?
Well . Gyeeah . Maybe its my fault for giving hym a chance . But every first
Love , deserves another second chance . Tats wat i tink . But why must i
Do this Bad Guy thingy . Im not a coward . I repeat : I ain't a coward !
Its just tat im scared if i make tis decision , i might end up regret it and
Probably die . Lyk wadever uh . But I dunno why im getting so emotional about
Tis problem of myne . Should I give hym up bcos I love another guy and wants to be
Forever wit hym ? Gosh . Literally , confused . Just tat one word can spin my
Head round and round . I need answers . Right now . Im gonna find it , somewhere .
Deep insyde my heart , i don't wanna break any of their hearts . But i will have
To hurt at least one . And it might kill me in any sense . Dammit , i teared .




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Woah . Skwel is re-opening soon . Got to finish up my homework and start
Revising . Lyk duhh . So , i've got plans :)

THURSDAY : LIT and read textbook chapter 1&2 - Geography .
FRIDAY : HISTORY and read textbook chapter 1 - History & start reading Eng preview bk .
SATURDAY : HISTORY and read read textbook chapter 3&4 - Geography .
SUNDAY : Eng preview bk and read textbook chapter 2 - History .




SOOOOOO MUCH TO DO ! ):

Labels: complications, homeworking, love .

I really regret it .





Why did you lie ? And guess wad ? I fcuking hate you . Lyk till now .
Okeyh . Nt tat I love you but I really lyk you . I lyk tat guy personality
Of urs . Maybe daddy is ryte . Its really nt tyme for me to have a
Relationship . Even the strongest person in the world can get hurt in
Love . And peeps . Relationship isn't a game where you may treat the guy
Or gurl lyk he or she is disposable . Its the matter of heart . Idk why
I kept on thinking about it . But to me , it ache my heart so much till
Im seriously scared to fall in love all over again wit aREAL Guy . Okayh then . I really dont wana tok about tis stupid jerk . Im happy to
Be sgl now . Tcares ppl .

Labels: I can't stop it .

Though its romantic , im easily jealous .



Well heys ! Sorry for not blogging the past few days .
Been really busy . OMG . I swear . Our class BBQ party
Turned out pretty well and it was super duper FUN !
Gee :D . But it will be more awesome if KIM HYUN JOONG
Was there . Huhu ! Im not even sure if I spelt it correctly (: .
Btw , I hav been checking some new bands and guess wad i found ?
More HOT guys ! Okeyh , okeyh . Firstly : V-Factory .
Secondly : The League . Nt tat bad siaa . And , they are all
Boy Bands ! Lyk , frigging WTF ! But its cool . I mean , yea .
I tink im getting abit hyper here . Geez veilla . Heh ! :D
ALL the guys are nice . Ehrm , a few ? Hahaha . Niwaez , my dearest
Fuhwen haf cum back from Taiwan . Yay ! Im damn happy ! Lols XD .
Ohh . Hannah Montana The Movie was great . Really . I tink a tear escaped
During some of the emotional parts . Huhu ! Kays then . Till here , blog .
Gtg and watch more videos of my BOYFRIENDDS !

&& ♥ Loaaadds !
;DDD


V-Factory <3
The League <3
Shinee <3
SS501 <3
Big Bang <3

Labels: Lyk woah =)

Ohh gosh . Lyk finally uhs . Lyani asked me just now whether I
Can go out tmrw and catch a movie . Haaha . Havent give her an answer yet .
But soon . Btw , I just came back from Drama . Woah . It was terribly fun !
Excluding the part for lunch where we all had to sit and eat while hearing
Music . Most of the songs were rock sia . I was lyk ZOMG ! Huhu .
Now , stuck on comp and waiting for my Y8 game to download . To tell the
Truth , I seriously have no idea why im playing games in the evening .
Wth veilla . Hee :D . Well , gtg . Rock with me sweethearts ! &&
SS501 rules my school ! ( Does it even make sense ? ) =]

Labels: im tired (:

Im freaking sick of this boredom . There's still loads of homework to be
Completed and i hope i may be able to do so by the end of next week .
Then i can revise and hang out wit my frens more . Currently , no plans .
Tmrw there's the drama club thingy and yea , tats it . I wanna go and catch
A movie . Maybe shopping too . Uhhs . June holiday tis year is definitely
Gonna be boring . But yea . I dont really care if my parents cant afford to go
Overseas for hols . Wat matters is tat , at least we are all together .
Okeyh then . Gtg and eat , bath , do hw . Will update soon ayee .

&& ♥ Truckloaaadds !
:D

Labels: hols tis year .

Eww ! I cant believe tat ! Goshh . Tat sucks . Ughs . If you wana be a
Butch , carry own wit ur lyfe . Have a great lyfe , man . Ur a girl .
So . Stop being a stuck up biatch . And also . Dont involve innocent ppl
Into this bullshit of urs . Yucks . I cant believe it ! My ex is a girl !
Aaah ! Technically , its gross . Well , luckily we broke up before i
Found out about tat . U lied to me . All tis while . Ko pompan jenis aperh
Siol ?! Tats why when i wana mit up wit eu , you gave me sothedramatic
EXCUSES . Eee ! Peeps . Get to know a better in ur lyfe , okieys ?
Ouhh ya . Mit tat person first before youu all start to fall in love .
My god . I cant believe tis type of ppl does exist . Pls . Pls .
Start afresh and turn over a new leaf ayee . Do not destroy ur lyfe .
ILLYA SHAZWAN , geddit ? (:

Labels: eww ;D

First thing first . Time pass really fast . Have been thinking thru
About my lyfe and decided tat , I shud behave lyk a grown up .
I mean . Think about it . From P6 to Sec 1 is not tat easy to
Adapt to the changes and environment . Now tat the students
Somehow are not 100% tat good in studies and academic .
Im just trying not to get into any bad companies and so on .
Maybe , it's tyme to move on . Went to Atin's blog and her
Entries made some sense . I finally realised how impt it is
To start studying from now . Honestly speaking , my lyfe's
Great . I have a step daddy , the AWESOME dad of all (:
And my mummy , the GREATEST mum on Earth (:
I might be happy on the outside but sometimes hurt on the
Inside . You might not know when troubles start to come and haunt
Youu day and night . I've think about it and truely am
Grateful wit wad i have now . So , it's tyme to act lyk a
Big gerl . I know it's gonna be hard but i've got
Friends and family everywhere ;D

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Youu better think about it first before letting me go .
I ain't a doll tat you can fool since i've said wad i
Wanted to say to you . Ko pike dulu , then you
Make the most wise decision . Getting into a relationship
Is not a game . I accepted you because I loved you with all
My heart . Therefore , I'm giving you a chance .
If ur not gonna sit and think about tis , I congratulate
You wit REGRETS (:

--- Not tat active in Friendster , Facebook and Myspace .
More active or active in Blog and MSN .
Well . You can just leave a msg at my MSN if anitink
Crops up . You know i dont hesitate to talk about
My personal lyfe . Tanya kalau mawu tawu , idiot .
Hee :D

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