Tis seriously took me alot of courage to sae it on blog .
And otherwise , posting it . Burt somehow . I couldn't lie
To myself . I miss tat guy . The one tat was my most precious
Kazen , Shafik aka Dydy . To bby ; Eu can be as angry as eu
Wan cos i noe myself better . Neither do i tink tat eu have the
Most ryte to control my lyfe and especially , my heart . I tink
I'm starting to get Dydy back into my heart . To those who's
Reading tis post , eu can laugh all eu wan . I heck care uhh siols .
Im determined for wat i wan in my lyfe . And let me make my own
Decisions . Bby . I dun even trust tat eu will be able to take care
Of me , properly . At least , im muchh more closer to tat boyy .
Im quite sure he's my one and onlie even though we're cousins .
I still love both of eu , dearest guys . Cumer , im nt ready to
Make any decisions at tis point of tyme . I just wanna sae tat im
Totally confused and heartbroken , wit tis thingy , going on .
And dammit lerr . I'm crying . Uhh . Hate it wen tis type of
Dramatic things starts . Burt , it comes from the bottom of
My heart , truly and sincerely . Bby . Im looking for the real eu .
Dydy . Hang on there cos im starting to have some trust in YOU .
Takeqaire ppl .
♥ loooaaadddddsss .

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