I'm ready for a post. Like darn it. EOYs are just around the corner. Like wth. Omg, i'm so mad and stress that i can go insane. Ahh, enough of all this nonsense. I'm ready to start and i pray to God that my hands don't break while typing.

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It still hurts whenever i see ____'s status relationship. I know i should be over it sooner or later. But the fact is a big fat NO. Like seriously (I have no idea what my problem is). I'm just gonna vent my anger out. AHHHH. I mean, although no one reads my blog, at least i get to write everything that i've been wanting to say/shout. It's the best way anyway. Okay, back to the topic. So, i really didn't meant to fall in love. Since it happened, i guess it's safe to say that getting over someone isn't that easy. Why must _______ still be with her? I don't get it. I really like ________. It's like my first time. How come _____ doesn't get my feelings at all? Is ______ immune to human-feelings? I'm just exhausted and i want _____ to be happy but i can't lie to myself that i'm over the liking thingy. The feelings still linger around although we don't talk to each other at all, in school. I swear, it's killing me for pretending to be strangers. At least, i don't mind if _________ is happy without me, i can totally understand. NOT.

Labels: I hate love

OMG!!!! Shinee's comeback is just awesome to the max to the core to the sky! (Learned this from Rach Low). I totally love their fashion this time round. But i heard that Min Ho was injured ): He was in a cast. Sad right? ): Gahh, i love their second album although i'm not INTO some songs. But 'Life' just got me tearing a few tears. It's a really sweet song. Okay, go check out their album! Gotta go, hugs! :)




I miss all the miss that we had.
When we still have the passion to hate.

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Labels: I fall in love all over again

It's already June and time is passing really fast without anyone noticing. Term 3 has already started and it's kinda short, i agree with the teachers. In just a few months time, i'm gonna be fifteen. Sigh :/ She's going away and i don't know if i'll be lucky this time round. Just going to keep this short & sweet as possible. Anyway, Kak Yati's back and i hope she has a good stay in S'pore! Met Stacey twice since she came back from Canada! I really wanna spend time with her. Miss her loads! She already went out with her. I should have texted her and asked her if we could catch up and just chill, eat ice-cream. Gahh, what's done is done. I'm not gonna waste anymore time then. Goddnight.









He's so gentleman! I love this dude! :) Nichkhun from 2pm ~ I really admire the way he treats a lady. He's all the stuff every single lady dreams of. I hope i find someone like him. <3

Labels: For you.

It's the 19th. Nothing special has happen. But it was STACEY's birthday yesterday :) Love that lucky girl. Hope she celebrated it well. Constance's was on 16th June. The other lucky one, haha. Love her too. Anyway, the picture above was randomly picked. I didn't even bother to browse through the folder. Imma lazy girl. Finefine, say whatever you peeps wanna say. There's only about a week left of school. And all students will have to return to hell. I'm going to Indonesia next week, the trip which i'm most excited about! Can't wait to Jet-ski and snorkel and.... blah blah blah. Many activities will be waiting for my arrival. Luckily i'm done with all my PROJECTS & HOMEWORK. I'm hardworking. *smirks* Not showing off or anything yoooos. My hands are hurting already, so i'm gonna sign off now. Last but not least, go and watch KARATE KID right now if you haven't!!!! The movie is marvelous! Jaden Smith looks like his daddy too :) Allrighty, bye :D

Labels: June.

KEY: Stylish :) ONEW: Adorable :) MIN HO: HOT TTM :) JONGHYUN: HILARIOUS :) TAEMIN: SWEET :) SHINee, fighting! WHOOOOOO! :D




Yesterday, i watched KOIZORA for the second time. And it was expected, i cried again... The movie is damn sad. Although the lead girl lost her virginity at such a young age, i guess this movie talks about true love and the power of love. It's really touching. There's a bonus too! They guy in the show is damn HOT TTM. Bleagh, but he's Hong Li's husband. Whatevs, HL. Hahaha. Anyway, watched lots of videos about SHINee. Damn funny man. I swore i was laughing non stop and i kept thinking about the hilarious scenes which eventually lead me to insomnia, haha. I couldn't sleep at all last night! Which was bad, because i had therapy in the morning. Whoo, my physiotherapist have been changed, i guess. It's an american dude now. Yeah, he's handling my case and he seems pretty nice. I still have to wear my braces, which sucks. Booooo. My title for this post is pretty weird. Most of ya'll will be like: BODYGUARD? But haha. I wrote this as a title because it's SHINee's song! Although it was debuted last year, the song is really great and the lyrics make girls feel happy and always secure. What shit am i blabbering, honestly..... Okay then, that's all for now. And oh, i was supposed to go Vivo City with mom to shop around, but we were sleepy and plus, i couldn't stop watching SHINee's videos!!!! Imma freak already!!!! Ok, bye. The end : )

Labels: love love love.

OMG! IT'S TOO LATE TO TURN BACK! AHHHHH! :) I THINK I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH..... F.T ISLAND!!!!!!!!! LEE HONG KI IS LIKE SO FREAKING ADORABLE!!! HE HAS THIS CUTE PERSONALITY TOO. HIS VOCALS ARE AWESOME & HE'S SO FRIENDLY. AND PLUS, YOU PEEPS NEED TO HEAR HIM SING LIVE!!!!!! HIS VOCALS ARE LIKE SO PRO MAN, DAMN POWDERFULLLLL! :D LOVE YOU, HONG KI!!!




Friendships:

Sucks ttm, i guess. I DON'T GET IT AT ALL! I really don't know if it's my imagination. But my friendships are tearing apart. It makes me so sad to see others with good friends. The only three people that i can talk to is Hong Li, Noelle & Charmyn. They are there for me everytime those 'PEOPLE' are NOT there ): I don't think they treat as friends. When they go out, they don't invite me. They also don't talk to me that frequently and they'd rather talk among themselves. Why God? I might look happy, but i'm not. My heart's in a great pain.........

Labels: drastic.

I LOVE HIM :) HE'S THE HOTTEST.




I LOVE HIM TOO :) HE'S THE SWEETEST.




I LOVE HIM THREE :) HE'S THE CUTEST.


Hey dudes, babes, boys, girls. AHHHH, you get the point. Anyway, i had IJ FIESTA today! F-ing AWESOME!!!!!!!! Arnee was supposed to come and join the fun but i guess she was busy ): I wanna meet her. I miss her so much. Gahhhh. So, HOT boys came. Hehehe. Oh ya, i finally saw SHAMHANA!!! That girl looks so pretty right now :) Back to boys. There were guys from Montfort, SJI and a lot more. It was REALLY FUN & FUNNY that some girls were trying to be so.... towards the boys. I would never do that. Plus, i met ______'s boyfriend. Okay la, not bad. Quite cute. This part is where i hate the most cos i feel kinda left out. J is with ________. M is with ________. F is with __________. Everyone has their own boyfriend/girlfriend. I also want ): But aiyah, who needs a boyfriend when you've got JUSTIN BIEBER, that talented dude most guys are jealous about. Lolol. Hahaha. Okie dokie, i'm gonna surf the net now. Take care yoooooooooooooos :D


P.S The guys above are guys from the korean drama: HE'S BEAUTIFUL/YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
Hot right? I know, don't need to say that anymore. Just watch the drama and you will see the different perspective of love and friendship. GET YOUR TISSUES READY!!!! :)

Labels: sides.